i mean no love
siapa yg baca please dont tell him aa ,. even that he already know laa that i like him , . heee ,. tapi ea wat tak tau , . :) still he can treat me as usual ,.haha ,. lawak ! so ,. todayy ,. i will talking bout him ,. just him ,.
fella ,. i'm not in love with him ,. i just like the way of his attitude ,. so ,. please don't misunderstand , .i mean no love , .
first ,. tak pandang pun sebenarnya ,. ya laa ,. kenal pun tidak ,. dah laa pendiam ,. tak ambil kesah pun dulu tym form four tym dya masuk ,. org banyak cakap sal dya pun , nothing much ,. betul , tak kesah , sgtt,. tak pernah pun terfikir untuk having such feeling , .
until, one dayy , . i have no grip of losing someone ,. dn want to mention his name ,. i think people know laa ,. alaa ,. pemes bh ,. suma org tau pasal ak ,. ceh ! edc ,. main2 jak , .ok ,. lets back to the main story ,. aha ! when i feel so empty ,. Allah had making my day , .
it was magrib ,. hari khamis ,. since it malam jumaat , so , we just have to wait untill isyak ,. i with my fella ,. sit on the stairs ,. watching for star ,. yea ! im thinking of the person thai i had losed that time ,. then , i heard azan ,. seriously ,. first tym aku dapat hayati azan tym tu , . then i heard step ,. its izzani ,. then ea berdiri, ,. mnghadap kiblat dan tunduk ,. What have Allah had shows me ?? hmm,. dari situ aku tersedar yang betapa jauhnya aku dari Allah ,. betapa aku ni jahil ,. betapa aku ni kurg ilmu ,. betapa aku ni sgt2 kerdil bila Allah tunjukkan itu ,. Ya Allah !!!! And that time ,. out of sudden ,. my tears run down my cheek , . :) I love Allah ,.
from that time ,. my friend said that ,. aku berubah ! perubahan yang mendadak ! ake nda perasan pun ,. biasalah ,. kita tak dapat nilai diri sendiri ,. tu kita tak sedar perubahan kita ,. ALHAMDULILLAH ,.Allah buat semuanya mudah ,. :)
peristiwa tu yang buat aku sedar ,. so my fella ,. its not anybody that had change me ,. its Allah ,. and the book that i've read ,. VERSUS ,. 5 TAHUN 5 BULAN , SCHUBERT SERENADE , . Aa+bB ,its no one make me chenge ,. its Allah and myself , :)
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